Changing old patterns
When my last toxic relationship ended, I didn’t go home. I stayed at a friend’s house because I simply couldn’t face being alone. That night, I lay in bed sobbing. Not crying in the way people often imagine after a breakup, but the kind of grief that feels like it’s tearing through your body. I …
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Looking back now, I can see that for many years, I wasn’t really living as an emotionally grounded adult. I looked like an adult. I worked, parented, functioned, and carried responsibilities. But emotionally? A large part of me was still stuck in child mode — reactive, approval-seeking, emotionally dependent, and desperate to feel safe, loved, …
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Many of us walk into adulthood believing we’ve left childhood behind. We build careers, form relationships, make decisions, and navigate life with the assumption that we are operating from a fully grown, fully rational self. But beneath the surface, a younger part of us often remains active — the part that once felt scared, unseen, …
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Why Do We Keep Repeating the Same Relationship Patterns? Have you ever found yourself drawn to the same kind of partner… even when it doesn’t feel good? Or noticed how some people feel too close, while others feel emotionally unavailable? These patterns don’t come out of nowhere. They are often rooted in two key parts …
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Every time a photo of Daniella Westbrook circulates in the media, the response is depressingly predictable. Comment sections quickly fill with ridicule, mockery, and cheap jokes about her appearance. What’s often missing from these conversations is something basic, yet vital: perspective. Addiction is not a punchline. It is not a personality flaw. And it is …
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There is a version of me that people see now — calm, grounded, put together. A therapist. Someone with boundaries, direction, and a strong sense of self. And that version of me is real. But it isn’t where I started. I’m aware that when you’re struggling — with addiction, codependency, the aftermath of abuse, or …
By Andrea — Trauma & Addiction Therapist, Romford & Havering If you’ve ever dealt with someone who drains your energy, constantly criticises you, or thrives on drama, you may have stumbled across the Grey Rock Method.It’s a simple but powerful technique used to protect your emotional wellbeing when someone becomes manipulative, toxic, or emotionally overwhelming. …
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When we look back on relationships, friendships, or family dynamics that hurt us, it’s so easy to feel ashamed. “How didn’t I see it?” “Why did I stay?” “Was I stupid?” If you’ve ever asked yourself these questions, you’re not alone — and you absolutely weren’t stupid. Ignoring red flags is a deeply human response, …
When love was shown but never said Many of us grew up knowing our parents loved us in practical ways — they provided food, shelter, and perhaps stability — yet they never said “I love you.” That silence can leave a quiet ache. As a trauma therapist working with people in addiction, recovery and codependency, …
When navigating the complexities of relationships—especially those touched by trauma, addiction, or emotional neglect—it can be hard to tell the difference between limerence and codependency. Both can feel intense, all-consuming, and deeply emotional, but they stem from very different roots. In this blog, we’ll explore the difference between limerence and codependency, how they show up …